HAPPY ALONE.....

I AM HAPPY WHEN I'M NOT WITH MY MOM. IT DOESNT MEAN THAT I DONT LOVE HER. IT JUST I DONT LIKE PEOPLE TOLD WHAT TO DO. YESS I AM CLUELESS IN SO MANY WAYS . I AM FAT, EVERY TIME WHEN I'M AT HOME , WHEN MARRIED TOPICS CAME ALONG SHE WILL BLAME ME BECOZ OF MY FATNESS THAT MAKES NO ONE WILL WANT TO MARRY ME. I WAS LIKE " YEAH I AM FAT, SO WHAT". SHE ALWAYS SAID I SHOULD BE ASHAMED FOR BEING FAT. I LOVE MY MOM BUT SOMETIMES SHE'S CAN BE JUST AS BAD AS PEOPLE OUT THERE , CONDEMN ME IN WHAT EVER I DO, SAY OR THINK. MAKES ME FEEL SO SMALL, NO SELF ESTEEM. WORRIED ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME, MAKES ME SCARED TO TAKE ONE STEP AHEAD.... BUT SHES MY MOM AND I LOVE HER..... I WISH SHE CAN SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY, MOST PEOPLE ARE NOT THE SAME. EVERYBODY IS UNIQUE.. EACH ONE HAVE THEIR ON WAY TO DO OR SAY THINGS....

Princess Diana Sapphire Ring

I've always been mesmerize by Princes Diana. Though she's not with us anymore but her spirit still on my mind... I've always love her engagement ring the sapphire ring.. i cant never take my eyes off it.. even now its belong to Kate Middleton the future Queen, but for the ring it's still has Diana soul in it. I've always gonna remembered it as Diana ring forever. And if i'm lucky enoughto find the love of my life i hope my engagement ring will be the Diana Sapphire Ring .. My Love to You Princess Diana....