HAPPY ALONE.....

I AM HAPPY WHEN I'M NOT WITH MY MOM. IT DOESNT MEAN THAT I DONT LOVE HER. IT JUST I DONT LIKE PEOPLE TOLD WHAT TO DO. YESS I AM CLUELESS IN SO MANY WAYS . I AM FAT, EVERY TIME WHEN I'M AT HOME , WHEN MARRIED TOPICS CAME ALONG SHE WILL BLAME ME BECOZ OF MY FATNESS THAT MAKES NO ONE WILL WANT TO MARRY ME. I WAS LIKE " YEAH I AM FAT, SO WHAT". SHE ALWAYS SAID I SHOULD BE ASHAMED FOR BEING FAT. I LOVE MY MOM BUT SOMETIMES SHE'S CAN BE JUST AS BAD AS PEOPLE OUT THERE , CONDEMN ME IN WHAT EVER I DO, SAY OR THINK. MAKES ME FEEL SO SMALL, NO SELF ESTEEM. WORRIED ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME, MAKES ME SCARED TO TAKE ONE STEP AHEAD.... BUT SHES MY MOM AND I LOVE HER..... I WISH SHE CAN SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY, MOST PEOPLE ARE NOT THE SAME. EVERYBODY IS UNIQUE.. EACH ONE HAVE THEIR ON WAY TO DO OR SAY THINGS....

Princess Diana Sapphire Ring

I've always been mesmerize by Princes Diana. Though she's not with us anymore but her spirit still on my mind... I've always love her engagement ring the sapphire ring.. i cant never take my eyes off it.. even now its belong to Kate Middleton the future Queen, but for the ring it's still has Diana soul in it. I've always gonna remembered it as Diana ring forever. And if i'm lucky enoughto find the love of my life i hope my engagement ring will be the Diana Sapphire Ring .. My Love to You Princess Diana....

Aku jatuh lagi

Haish.... x bolehlah nak ngelamun siket mesti ada yang jadi.. Tadi masa bejalan nak pergi keje tetiba dipikiran aku teringat cerita She's out of my league... heheh tak semena-mena babbbbb!!!!! aku jatuh.. dah badan comel sakiet lutut aku. rasenyer kaki kiri ni nak terseliuh... haish dahla sorang kat umah... macam-macam..

Makanan yang paling sedap di dunia (Masakan Mak)

1. Serunding Ikan Bilis

2. Daging Kicap

3. Ayam Masak Merah

4. Lodeh

5. Lontong

6. Perut yang laporrr...... hahahaha.. Sayang Mak..... MUahhhhh

Busan

hei blog... hehe busan kat atas tu bukan Busan Korea tapi aku yang bosan. hahah. saje jer... hmmm lately ni rasa mcm ntahlah... mcm 2 ada. Hey i think i like this picture, i feel fierce......

rindu ker!!!!!

lame bebenor rasenyer tak menaip kat belog aku.. tak de mood gamaknyer. lagipon x tau nak cerita apsal ape.. mcm biasa ajer aku ni x de pape yang baru. and Yess still lagi tersangat suka pada Adam Lambert sampai si syida tanye "akak bila akak tak suka Adam Lambert".sebab sebelum ni aku pernah kate yang aku suker sekejap jer.. memang pon dulu aku minat giler kat Rain lani mcm x dek perasaan jer.,. hmm ntahlah.. tgu lah syida sampai masanyer lupalah akak pada si Adam ni. And hopefully soon.... Hmm ape lagi nak ceita.. tahun kalu jadi nak gi Langkawi dengan mak.. Harap2 jadi.. huhu... .. keylah x tau nak mengarut apa lagi... hari ni hati tersangat sentimental...

Tak Mahu bersendirian Untuk hari Ini

Hari ni 14/10/2010 ... adam lambert buat concert di bukit jalil. well hajt dihati nak pergi tapi... mcm-mcm kat dlm otak.. ini mungkin yg pertam dan yang terakhir die dtg malaysia.. by the all the best... tak kenape sejak semalam & hari maybe esok pon aku bit bad mood try not to remembered that he came to malaysia.. hua... padanlah muke aku.. and salah satu sebabnye pon aku x nak menjadi terlalu fanatik.. nanti aku yang susah.. huhu.. mcm-mcm perasaan dl hati aku nih... hahaha... mcm lah adam lambert tau aku ni minat kat die.. hey by they way aku ni suke kat die ke music die... hehe.. kalau setakat suker kat die yg comel tu x yah lah nak sebok2 gi concert die.. haha... sedang mencari ketengan diri .. huhu seb baik faten suwoh aku teman kalo tak dok umah temenunglah aku nih.... aku ni kan suke lah lelaki yg pelik2 hahaha.. tapi walau mcm mane pon adam lambert is the best singer ever for me.. not becoz of his look okey.. chow.... (dlm hati nak nagis ni. x dapat tgk dier..) Adam Mitchel Lambert I love You So Much.. From Mrs Lambert... (hahahahaha i Like) ....